Adhu anginne aanu bai
That's the way it is buddy
My last day in the job ..mine 20 Aug 2018 ..I wrote before I left Brunei.
Before this, I had the last day in Lakeshore hospital Cochin 12 yrs back and one in Tawam hospital Al Ain UAE 5 yrs back.
The last day last prescription and shutting down the desktop has a sort of finality for the phase.
It's the full stop of one chapter.
I have no plans for the next, in fact thinking back I never had grand strategies in my career.
I wasn't ever pushy never the typical A-type achiever.
The Alpha male no never ever.
I just did what I knew best as honestly as possible .
I always answered to one person , no no not to God or any celestial being but to my inner mind .
Somehow cheating him wasnt easy though I did try on off .
But I have been lucky too to get into places and work with people who were like steps for me to climb up my career .
Maybe if I was more hard working less diverted more focussed on my chosen career instead of indulging in my passions I may have reached higher peaks .
Now I did just climb small hills but I enjoyed the climbs as I had time to gaze at the scenery I had pauses to smell the flowers and I could taste the raindrops .
And I have a blank slate for the future which I am sure has an etch which will reveal in time like hidden writing.
So I am looking into the future with the wide-eyed innocence of a child
Maybe with the foolish vision of an idiot with no strategies but as I gaze into my past I find I hadn't been much different before too.
My career like my writing or my cooking has been spontaneous and impulsive with no punctuation and I just let go so that invisible something shapes my destiny as i am too lazy to do it myself.
Not an inspiring example for youngsters but as they say in Malayalam
Adu anginne aanu bai
Which means
it's like that buddy.
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