One year back on this day I left my last job in Brunei in The Brunei Cancer center .
I wrote this then
Adhu anginne aanu bai
Thats the way it is buddy
Last day in job
Though not for many years for the last 5 years today was my last day in The Brunei Cancer Center now under Pantai jerudong speciality center Brunei Darussalam .
Before this I had a last day in Lakeshore hospital Cochin 12 yrs back and one in Tawam hospital Al Ain UAE 5 yrs back .
Last day last prescription and shutting down the desktop has a sort of finality for the phase .
Its the full stop of one chapter .
I have no plans for the next , in fact thinking back I never had grand strategies in my career .
I wasnt ever pushy never the typical A type achiever .
The Alpha male no never ever .
I just did what I knew best as honestly as possible .
I always answered to one person , no no not to God or any celestial being but to my inner mind .
Somehow cheating him wasnt easy though I did try on off .
But I have been lucky too to get into places and work with people who were like steps for me to climb up my career .
Maybe if I was more hard working less diverted more focussed on my chosen career instead of indulging in my passions I may have reached higher peaks .
Now I did just climb small hills but I enjoyed the climbs as I had time to gaze at the scenery I had pauses to smell the flowers and I could taste the raindrops .
And I have a blank slate for the future which I am sure has an etch which will reveal in time like hidden writing .
So iam looking into the future with the wide eyed innocence of a child
Maybe with the foolish vision of an idiot with no strategies but as i gaze into my past I find i hadnt been much different before too .
My career like my writing or my cooking has been spontaneous impulsive with no punctuations and i just let go so that invisible something shapes my destiny as i am too lazy to do it myself.
Not an inspiring example for youngsters but as they say in malayalam
Adu anginne aanu bai
Which means
its like that buddy .
I wrote this then
Adhu anginne aanu bai
Thats the way it is buddy
Last day in job
Though not for many years for the last 5 years today was my last day in The Brunei Cancer Center now under Pantai jerudong speciality center Brunei Darussalam .
Before this I had a last day in Lakeshore hospital Cochin 12 yrs back and one in Tawam hospital Al Ain UAE 5 yrs back .
Last day last prescription and shutting down the desktop has a sort of finality for the phase .
Its the full stop of one chapter .
I have no plans for the next , in fact thinking back I never had grand strategies in my career .
I wasnt ever pushy never the typical A type achiever .
The Alpha male no never ever .
I just did what I knew best as honestly as possible .
I always answered to one person , no no not to God or any celestial being but to my inner mind .
Somehow cheating him wasnt easy though I did try on off .
But I have been lucky too to get into places and work with people who were like steps for me to climb up my career .
Maybe if I was more hard working less diverted more focussed on my chosen career instead of indulging in my passions I may have reached higher peaks .
Now I did just climb small hills but I enjoyed the climbs as I had time to gaze at the scenery I had pauses to smell the flowers and I could taste the raindrops .
And I have a blank slate for the future which I am sure has an etch which will reveal in time like hidden writing .
So iam looking into the future with the wide eyed innocence of a child
Maybe with the foolish vision of an idiot with no strategies but as i gaze into my past I find i hadnt been much different before too .
My career like my writing or my cooking has been spontaneous impulsive with no punctuations and i just let go so that invisible something shapes my destiny as i am too lazy to do it myself.
Not an inspiring example for youngsters but as they say in malayalam
Adu anginne aanu bai
Which means
its like that buddy .
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